Unexpected letter.....

Hey hi,

It took me a lot of courage to write this letter to you and you will be wondered by knowing the reason that was stopping me is...... YOU.

You were never like this, who was always busy in fixing things, staring at the ceiling at 3 AM, crying in the bathroom floor for no reason or for so many reasons at a time, fighting within you for satisfying someone else, blaming yourself for everything that's happening around you, fear of losing someone knowing that no one or nothing is permanent, thinking a lot about future knowing that it is the unsolvable riddle, searching the reason to be happy, always in dread of making a mistake.

Mera dosth suno...., your journey was planned before you were sculpted. Always remember you are like a seed that didn't need water to grow and grows by itself. You had so much within you. Always be the same as you used to be, someone who always finds happiness within themselves, walks around with joy, finding your path, and making memories.

You are getting older, growing, and changing. Don't hold the change nor turn back the clock because it's not how life works; it's moving whether you like it or not. Remember that sometimes it's painful, sometimes it's sad...... and sometimes it's surprising and happy. Keep growing and don't stop yourself from making mistakes and learn from them.

And when life hurts you, because it will, remember the hurt because the hurt is good.

Stop shaking from the terror and start humming the rhythm of ME.

It's okay to be broken. That's how the light gets in.

Your long-lasting friend,
YOUR HEART...